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omG.. i sat infront of this com frm 2 till now.. (now's 6.04pm)... hMm.. juz noW managed to finish the mayday concert.. tad explains the title.. teary.. ed told me she cried at the 5th song or sumwhere there.. when i was at the 5th song i was quite bored actualli.. i only 'broke down' on the last few songs.. the part where ashin ask pple to pray for monster's mom.. omG.. so touching.. n there's so much freaking hell pple.. look like ants.. if shin's concert got soo many pple den it will b a gr8 accomplishment for them.. haha.. c the concert.. made me think back of last year's concert.. n in my head i oready planned out to borrow a video cam n my dad's digi cam for the next concert.. hahazz.. n but the 1st class tix.. n hopefully the 1st few rows.. n i tot of doing signboards.. but.. i tink others will hate it.. arghszz..

dono y.. i feel like writing songs.. heezz.. how silly am i.. mayb i'll try.. when i realli feel the urge.. n when i c break up after dawn's mv.. i felt like picking up my guitar again.. but not classical.. electrical instead.. jamming~~ how i miss those days of jamming for youth camp.. but the actual day didnt turn out tad good i guess~~ hmMmmm.. realli alot of things for me to handle.. 2mr's bio p1 n practical.. i hate practicals.. cos i haven been realli doing practical except for copying the teacher's drawing.. shitt...

my eyes are like realli darn painful.. prob of sitting too long here.. my myopia will increase~~ gawd... n prob cos of the cry oso.. hahazz.. im so lame.. such a cry baby..

oh ya.. shin's going malaysia 2mr.. haizz.. so unlucky.. y dont they go in june.. den can sneak out from the field trip to watch them.. hahazz.. juz hope tad everything will b fine for them.. cos recently they realli bumped into many unfortunate incidents in tw.. 1st is the pple getting hurt cos everyone was pushing as they were too high.. den 2day i juz read and made myself clear abt the news.. a fan actualli hit xin in the chest.. darn hard.. n he juz walked off stopping the autograph session.. relac~~ but its realli nonsensical~~ wad was the girl thinking.. she's not afraid of being bashed up by ppl like me?? lol.. heart ache~~ heeZ~~

today's amaths is as expected.. realli hard.. i spent almost an hour on the 1st page itself.. didnt finish the graph tad was wroth 5 marks.. shitt.. xy's throat thingy came back again.. realli hope she's fine.. or she'll nid another operation again.. *ouch* realli hope tad its not the same thing..

i tot i'll like studying more when o lvls comes.. but it actualli the opposite.. im freaking out for my os, whining n complaining... but not doing anything to help myself.. chances are for those who are prepared (loosely translated.. quote frm tomi in hktk mv).. n im not even helping myself.. how to pass lydat~` realli hope tad someone or something can wake the hell out of me.. yea.. den i can concentrate on being a nerd. ooPS..

i dont study much yet i feel stressed.. dono y im feeling this way too.. stressed abt money?? mayb.. but im trying to save $$ u noe.. stressed abt food?? nahz.. i eat normal on days n one meal on others.. stressed abt shin?? haha.. i dono.. cos everytime i sit down.. they come into my mind.. not idoltary.. definitely not.. cos i dont want to idolise them!!

good grief.. many things running in my head.. its all in a mess.. my mind's in a mess.. my room's in a mess.. my life is probably in a mess too~~ argh.. i realli nid music to let myself out.. but the battery has run out.. got to go charge later.. haizzZ..

sighing is not a bad thing either.. at least it brings out ur sorrows n worries.. it wont make u an escapist.. hMm.. escapism is bad.. face the reality..

im realli toking crap.. i tink i better go.. or more nonsense will come out.. life's realli a routine.. it's so dull.. i nid things to spice up my liFe.. hahazz.. i love my life.. *dUH!* peaceout~~