idling...
song - don't say you love me
darn..
new skin/newblog
sorry..
my new craze!!
dee trip
sooo excited!!
its overrrr
no mood to studiiieee
Thursday, July 22, 2004
im late..
the pple are really inefficient.. i reached sch at 7.25am.. den i got to class at 9.30.. wth.. muz take photo of latecomer somemore.. n twice.. cos the 1st time many 'smiled' cos sidek called us to smile.. but i didnt larrrr... den raj said we;re nt supposed to look happy when we're late n we retook.. but i was veh angry at sem.. she was like so darn arrogant.. pple do reach school late once awhile.. wads the big fuss.. she called my mum n said tad i reached sch at 8 plus.. wth..
den had eng study prog.. did a compo titled chaos.. only two paragraphs.. but it was quite okaay.. after writing 2 paras feel like continuing u noe.. haha.. the idea juz sparked in i guess.. den went for lunch at kfc wif velle n aud.. tried the new satay burger.. they commented tad its not nice cos the sauce doesnt match the zinger at all.. lol.. wad critics.. haha.. den we went to von's hse to think of the sunday service item.. we kept doing other things like talk.. look at photos.. go online... blah blah.. n we didnt really come out wif much.. juz think of who's going to do which part.. oh god.. hope we can finish it n not humiliate ourselves u noe.. haha.. =X
right now im feeling a lil worried.. cos juz noe someone posted a letter to us.. n its for dad.. n.. its frm some sub court larrr.. i think he didnt pay some credit card bills or something like tad.. but i hope its nothing serious.. i read thru.. it says there's a debt of 5000++.. gosh.. i hope we're not facing some kinda crisis or wad.. i don think so.. cos my mum still offered to make a new specs n stuffs for me.. if we're in some financial difficulty she wont say tad rite?? =l but it really brings me back to reality that we shud not spend money so freely.. like account for wad we buy.. n save up for rainy days.. juz hope tad i can say this now n do it also later.. haiz.. really hope tad its alright... my heart juz skipped a beat when i read tad the defendant was my dad.. omg...
well.. really concerned abt things happening recently... pple breaking up... quarrels.. disagreements... humans are really the most difficult thing to understand... its like.. pple can break up for no reasons.. pple can leave their friends or dislike their friends overnight for no reasons.. or mayb the slightest n most petty reasons.. i think humans are quite selfish.. i dont believe that there's such things as unconditional love in bgr.. that's super duper ultra rare... i c pple getting on a good start.. but when one realises he or she is giving more den the other party he or she will stop giving as much until one gets the same treatment.. see.. i dont belive that one wont get selfish in relationships.. friendship too.. a very simple n ordinary example is when taking neo-prints.. one will choose the pics that she looks best in.. no doubt abt that.. even i who complains tad pple choose the best oso sometimes do the same thing.. n i haf friends that are really petty n gets angry over the slightest thing.. mayb like u went to the toilet without me that kinda logic?? lol.. really unbelievable right.. u may think she's childish or wad.. but i think is much more of being insecure?? that's a kind of selfishness too i guess.. like mayb u hang out in a bunch of 3s.. u mayb afraid that your the other 2 friends are closer den u to another one.. so they may leave u out in certain things.. i dont find it with von n jes.. even though they talk to each other everyday or wad.. i dont really feel that im left out.. mayb in times where i bcome the last person to know abt things.. but i get over it quickly.. even if i talk to them like once a week or wad.. i still feel veh close to them!! hee
okok.. enough of my nags.. =X till the next entry~~
omg.. im late for school today.. it really sucks!! my dad woke me up at the norm time.. n told me to go to school myself.. i was like.. urgghhh... well.. anyway.. i was taking my own sweet time tying up my hair.. cos i dont wanna walk to sch with hair flying all over.. like darn vain or wad.. den i realise it was 7.10 oready.. freakz.. den u noe.. i was late..
the pple are really inefficient.. i reached sch at 7.25am.. den i got to class at 9.30.. wth.. muz take photo of latecomer somemore.. n twice.. cos the 1st time many 'smiled' cos sidek called us to smile.. but i didnt larrrr... den raj said we;re nt supposed to look happy when we're late n we retook.. but i was veh angry at sem.. she was like so darn arrogant.. pple do reach school late once awhile.. wads the big fuss.. she called my mum n said tad i reached sch at 8 plus.. wth..
den had eng study prog.. did a compo titled chaos.. only two paragraphs.. but it was quite okaay.. after writing 2 paras feel like continuing u noe.. haha.. the idea juz sparked in i guess.. den went for lunch at kfc wif velle n aud.. tried the new satay burger.. they commented tad its not nice cos the sauce doesnt match the zinger at all.. lol.. wad critics.. haha.. den we went to von's hse to think of the sunday service item.. we kept doing other things like talk.. look at photos.. go online... blah blah.. n we didnt really come out wif much.. juz think of who's going to do which part.. oh god.. hope we can finish it n not humiliate ourselves u noe.. haha.. =X
right now im feeling a lil worried.. cos juz noe someone posted a letter to us.. n its for dad.. n.. its frm some sub court larrr.. i think he didnt pay some credit card bills or something like tad.. but i hope its nothing serious.. i read thru.. it says there's a debt of 5000++.. gosh.. i hope we're not facing some kinda crisis or wad.. i don think so.. cos my mum still offered to make a new specs n stuffs for me.. if we're in some financial difficulty she wont say tad rite?? =l but it really brings me back to reality that we shud not spend money so freely.. like account for wad we buy.. n save up for rainy days.. juz hope tad i can say this now n do it also later.. haiz.. really hope tad its alright... my heart juz skipped a beat when i read tad the defendant was my dad.. omg...
well.. really concerned abt things happening recently... pple breaking up... quarrels.. disagreements... humans are really the most difficult thing to understand... its like.. pple can break up for no reasons.. pple can leave their friends or dislike their friends overnight for no reasons.. or mayb the slightest n most petty reasons.. i think humans are quite selfish.. i dont believe that there's such things as unconditional love in bgr.. that's super duper ultra rare... i c pple getting on a good start.. but when one realises he or she is giving more den the other party he or she will stop giving as much until one gets the same treatment.. see.. i dont belive that one wont get selfish in relationships.. friendship too.. a very simple n ordinary example is when taking neo-prints.. one will choose the pics that she looks best in.. no doubt abt that.. even i who complains tad pple choose the best oso sometimes do the same thing.. n i haf friends that are really petty n gets angry over the slightest thing.. mayb like u went to the toilet without me that kinda logic?? lol.. really unbelievable right.. u may think she's childish or wad.. but i think is much more of being insecure?? that's a kind of selfishness too i guess.. like mayb u hang out in a bunch of 3s.. u mayb afraid that your the other 2 friends are closer den u to another one.. so they may leave u out in certain things.. i dont find it with von n jes.. even though they talk to each other everyday or wad.. i dont really feel that im left out.. mayb in times where i bcome the last person to know abt things.. but i get over it quickly.. even if i talk to them like once a week or wad.. i still feel veh close to them!! hee
okok.. enough of my nags.. =X till the next entry~~
