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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
im sorry

i tot everything will turn out fine today...


yes.. i thought.. but... it was even worse..


god.. is this a test from u.. im really lost.. i noe its nt from u.. but i keep denying it in me.. its nt fair.. i tot we could.. but... it shud end up this way.. its better for us.. really.. it jus tks time to get over it.. i hope i'll b fine.. god i noe tad u'll provide.. im sorry


1 Corinthians 10
13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.


all i noe is tad i have to continue to put on a brave front.. like nothing had happened.. like we nv knew each other.. i hope i'm able to do it.. i feel really awful.. all i can do is cry.. n cry out for god..