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thing changes

sthing i came across in my cus's friend's blog.. pretty much wad im thinking



life change.
people change.
things change.
feelings change.
relationships change.

they change so much i can't recognise.
they change so fast i can't keep up.
all promises made in the past.
all gone with the wind.

people think a simple apology will solve it all.
the biggie is, why do things you know will upset people and apologise after?

i cannot stop people from thinking.
i cannot decode what people think.
i cannot decide what people should think.
i am not being overprotective here.
neither am i being over defensive.

purely thoughts of mine.
deal me with the reality, as i live in utter misery.
too many things that happened made me so confused.
confusion.
a state of denial, fake ignorance, avoidance.

i don't want to take back every single word i said.
neither do i want to hurt people with the words that came out of my mouth.
maybe in anger.
maybe not.

i can be sober.
but does it matter?

feelings don't come overnight.
hatred don't build overnight.
misunderstandings don't get overnight.
love don't feel overnight.

ps: this is her add.. i think its right that i do this.. =) http://ling-dreams.blogspot.com/
to my cuz's friend: sry.. jus happen to visit ur blog.. n i extracted something.. hope ya dont mind.. =)