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Sunday, October 17, 2004
r u still valid?

16days to hell.
36days to heaven.



all or nothing - O town

chorus

Cause I want it all
or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

numb - linkin park

chorus

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you



\*poofed__










jus when i decided to say.

i toyed wif u.
u toyed wif me.
we're on par now.

i dont have the right to b angry.
cos im the one tad started it first.
n i let u down.
so its right for u to do the same.
i guess.

all i have to do now is...
to find a way to forget u.
no matter wad.
whatever it takes.

den,
u came back.
mayb u didnt.
mayb its jus one sided.
i think its true.
so why am i still acting stupidly.

i vowed to nt msg u.
ever since idonowhen.
but i did.
what a letdown.
what a fool i am.
bcos u ignored it completely.
why??
i dont noe.
dont feel like knowing too.

den.
u made me fall into it again.
ask me that question again.
i will b honest.
yes.
yes.
yes.
what the heck.
does it matter anymore??
no.
i blew it.
big time.

now im really lost.
to move on.
or to cling on.
i dont know.
this is killing me.

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