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tired.. shacked

my eyes are giving me probs.. nt bcos im old n its failing.. but.. it can hardly b opened.. i nid lotsa eye-mo man~


prob its bcos i slept rather later last night.. 1 plus i guess.. hais.. talk abt tad...


prelims is 3 days away.. im in total deep shit.. gr8~


i nid to recharge.. n mug.. real hard..



i knew u wud react this way.. now i finally told u.. n u react how i xpected.. hate God.. hate everything.. ur doubts... ur questions.. honestly.. i nv even tot of dem.. until u brought it up. tads y i cudnt handle tad.. but i will find out.. nt only bcos to convince u.. but oso to find the answer for myself.. i jus don get u.. how do u define friends.. we were good all along.. those constant smses.. yar.. we're friends back den.. den we completely ignore n gif cold shoulders.. i was like wth is wrong.. but u said we're friends.. yarr.. how broad is the term friend?? if u don care.. i prob wont.. im nonchalent?? how do u noe.. i dont care.. yar.. tads wad u think. n tad is wad i haf to put on.. but i dont feel dis way.. u're sad.. the more i mus act like im happy.. but im not.. n u say tad u hate me this way... u think i feel better den u?? no.. not at all.. promises are meant to b broken.. so lets nt make any promises anymore.. fine.. u dont haf to tell me any informations if u're nt willing.. i can sense it.. as if all i care was those bloody informations.. yar.. wadever u think.. the more u hate tad word.. the more i'll use it.. i treat u like shit.. u can say wadever u want.. its all so different now.. all i want to do now is to prove to u that God's there.. nothing else.. once tads done.. we'll go separate ways.. i hope..