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brrr..
happy birthday monica`
hectic
its all fake!!
r u still valid?
17 days.......
shin rocks... totally
back after 22nd nov
shop addict
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
trouble
but remember the lesson learnt.
=)
hope this wont start a controversy.
wadever below is what i feel.
u can feel otherwise.
it doesnt matter.
dont start putting a defensive wall.
mayb we'll understand things better n get a clearer pic.
it will b good for everyone.
i hope. =)
im stunned.
shocked.
hurt.
betrayed.
guilty.
wadever.
the tables have turned.
so now we're at fault.
i dont mean tad we are trying to say tad she's at fault.
no. never.
we didnt find out wad exactly happened??
we did.
that's why we didnt express ourselves.
we didnt want to bring things up.
or even to make things worst.
we jus luffed it off.
we jus pray abt it.
and let god do the work.
to bring us back together.
mayb we're wrong.
mayb we shud haf done something.
huh?
we noe everything.
wads happening in her life.
we didnt interfere.
we gave her our blessings.
we prayed hard for her.
we didnt hold her back.
any bit.
we didnt say that agnes or her guy was holding her back.
we didnt say that they are occupying her.
no.
to feel this way.
i dont c wads wrong.
humans have feelings.
god gave us feelings.
as long as we dont let our feelings take control of us.
did we?
we're not hating her.
we're still bside her.
praying for her.
every bit.
so wads wrong??
hah.
christians shud b perfect??
yes.
im nt trying to give an excuse.
but, feelings come naturally.
as long as it doesnt interfere our actions it okay.
rite??
i dont know.
honestly.
wads right or wrong.
its wrong to feel jealous.
yes.
but i cant help but to say.
are u perfect?
if we ask her out all the time.
will u b jealous?
no?
den u'll b lying thru ur teeth.
but we really hope to settle this.
like how god wants us to deal wif it.
mayb its a trial for us.
all of us.
mayb its bcos once trust is broken it cannot b mend.
but we tried.
we forgave.
we learnt the lesson together.
we are willing to forget wadever happened.
rite?
we still hang out.
go for cell.
chat online.
but did u lie again?
think abt it.
abt little things.
we respect each other.
we shud b honest with each other.
sit down n think abt it.
i hope u r honest too.
im hurt.
i think von will b too.
we knew her ever since sec1.
we got together since sec3.
wad makes u think we dont care.
wad makes u think tad we dont care for her as much as u do.
she's like a sister u noe.
or even.
a sister.
wad makes u think tad we are blaming her for everything?
its jus tad we're so preocuppied with our own things tad we're drifting us apart.
its not anyone's fault.
im lost for words.
mayb i shudnt go on anymore.
if not things will get worse.
i may sound too defensive.
too subjective.
but.
this is how i honestly feel.
this is my blog.
where i can freely write how i feel.
its not up to anyone to judge me.
or me to judge anyone.
hope i dont offend the 3 of u.
lets all pray abt it kaes.
dis is really the last thing i want to happen now.
let god take control now.
erase the bad memories.
but remember the lesson learnt.
=)
hope this wont start a controversy.
wadever below is what i feel.
u can feel otherwise.
it doesnt matter.
dont start putting a defensive wall.
mayb we'll understand things better n get a clearer pic.
it will b good for everyone.
i hope. =)
im stunned.
shocked.
hurt.
betrayed.
guilty.
wadever.
the tables have turned.
so now we're at fault.
i dont mean tad we are trying to say tad she's at fault.
no. never.
we didnt find out wad exactly happened??
we did.
that's why we didnt express ourselves.
we didnt want to bring things up.
or even to make things worst.
we jus luffed it off.
we jus pray abt it.
and let god do the work.
to bring us back together.
mayb we're wrong.
mayb we shud haf done something.
huh?
we noe everything.
wads happening in her life.
we didnt interfere.
we gave her our blessings.
we prayed hard for her.
we didnt hold her back.
any bit.
we didnt say that agnes or her guy was holding her back.
we didnt say that they are occupying her.
no.
to feel this way.
i dont c wads wrong.
humans have feelings.
god gave us feelings.
as long as we dont let our feelings take control of us.
did we?
we're not hating her.
we're still bside her.
praying for her.
every bit.
so wads wrong??
hah.
christians shud b perfect??
yes.
im nt trying to give an excuse.
but, feelings come naturally.
as long as it doesnt interfere our actions it okay.
rite??
i dont know.
honestly.
wads right or wrong.
its wrong to feel jealous.
yes.
but i cant help but to say.
are u perfect?
if we ask her out all the time.
will u b jealous?
no?
den u'll b lying thru ur teeth.
but we really hope to settle this.
like how god wants us to deal wif it.
mayb its a trial for us.
all of us.
mayb its bcos once trust is broken it cannot b mend.
but we tried.
we forgave.
we learnt the lesson together.
we are willing to forget wadever happened.
rite?
we still hang out.
go for cell.
chat online.
but did u lie again?
think abt it.
abt little things.
we respect each other.
we shud b honest with each other.
sit down n think abt it.
i hope u r honest too.
im hurt.
i think von will b too.
we knew her ever since sec1.
we got together since sec3.
wad makes u think we dont care.
wad makes u think tad we dont care for her as much as u do.
she's like a sister u noe.
or even.
a sister.
wad makes u think tad we are blaming her for everything?
its jus tad we're so preocuppied with our own things tad we're drifting us apart.
its not anyone's fault.
im lost for words.
mayb i shudnt go on anymore.
if not things will get worse.
i may sound too defensive.
too subjective.
but.
this is how i honestly feel.
this is my blog.
where i can freely write how i feel.
its not up to anyone to judge me.
or me to judge anyone.
hope i dont offend the 3 of u.
lets all pray abt it kaes.
dis is really the last thing i want to happen now.
let god take control now.
